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My first entry...Hi, my name's *Elizabeth*. It's not my real name actually but I prefer this name. I don't wanna use my real name. I'm turning 16 this October. My star sign is Libra and the planet that rule Libra is Venus. Venus is the planet of beauty and love. I could say that my capacity for love is greater than this mortal coil can bear. I'm interested in Goth and gonna change into one. Just waiting for the right time. I especially am interested in Romantic Goth coz that's their attitude, "My capacity for love is greater than this mortal coil can bear". I'm staying at the East side of Singapore, can't write down exactly where. Schooling at the East side too. I'm gonna take my N Level this year.

I'm the unlucky eldest of four other siblings. I've got two baby brothers and two baby sisters. Boyfriend? Well, currently yea...Have someone...But I'm not gonna put it down too...This blog could be read by anyone...And I'm not exactly preparing to risk that. I can be sweet and mean sometimes. My friends say that I'm weird...I don't know exactly how weird I am. I can get really loud and noisy at one point then stay quiet like something is bothering me the other. I've got attitude problem (that's what my GREAT teacher thinks), stubborn (very, very stubborn) and not tactful sometimes. If I got engrossed in something, I can really forget about the people around me. Another bad point. But I'm sure there's other people out there that sre more 'bad' than me. You can't exactly describe me as 'bad'. I don't always do stupid stuff. What I love to do is wasting time, listening to songs (no R and B and hip hop please), eating chocolates, sweets, bubble gum, ice cream, lollipops and junk foods. You think after eating all these things, I'm fat right now but nah...I weigh only about 42 kg. And my height is 157cm. So, not fat but kinda skinny. My sister that comes after me, she's 164cm and weigh only 40kg. So, more skinnier than me.

Why I'm so engrossed about Goths?...You have to read it up yourself. If you read about goths, I'm sure you'll gonna be so absorbed in it if you love the darkness and pain. But I..umm...scared of the darkness. Currently trying to overcome my fear if I want to be a real goth. And right now, I'm engrossed in Satanism. Not following it but find it fun to read about them and know a little about it....I'll write soon...Thanks

Email me or send a message to my Friendster at > bloodstained_blackrose@hotmail.com

You could add me at MSN too...Feel free...(no perverts please)

Thanks, Elizabeth